wow.

So I haven't really updated this in a while, but in the next few months you'll need to get used to that.
October-January is always a hectic time for me, and this year is no different.
To start with, last April my drama teacher's husband got really sick and this caused my drama grade 4 to be pushed back until early December, anyway I'm back to grade tutoring and I have just been told that my monolouge is too short so I need to find a way to increase the twilight prolouge and I don't even know my poem and I need to prepare a story and EVERYTHING so it's really stressful and I wouldn't recommend starting me.
Along with that I have Ebenezer rehersals, it's the 3rd week and I have lost my script, I don't know 2 out of the three songs we've done so far & the shows are the week of the exams, I'm not giving this up though, because this is a full time commitment along with my grade and I knew what I was getting myself in for so I'm not leaving either. And along with that I have general drama lessons on Saturdays.
On top of the stressing drama work I have school, homework is piling up as is the thought of choosing GCSEs and all the teachers seem to be going on about is January exams, let's put it simple...I'M GOING TO FAIL EVERYTHING. I'm not even joking it's like the teachers are speaking in different languages (except in Spanish and French, there I AM aware they speak different languages there) and it's all way too much for me.
Not only all of that but there's this bloody Halloween party and my costume and finding something to wear to the nerve the night before. Then there's Christmas and finding presents for all of my friends and dropping hints for what I want.
Then there's my birthday, convincing my mother to let me go to kerrang 3 days before, convincing her to let me bring someone to London, getting to London etc.
Then inbetween all of that I need to fit in my photography and being social.

To be fair I have reason to avoid blogging.